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it amazes me sometimes what humans can do
even when streams are flowing down their faces and they stagger on,
coughing and searching and finding.
i would rather fight you
than make love to anyone else
even though i haven't met you,
it gives me comfort knowing you are out there
we are attracted to people who have qualities we have
but want more of
i don't do hugs,
i am hugs.
salvador dali
i don't want to disapper. i want to stay with you forever
i want to remember your smell, your laugh, your voice; everything.
it's so hard to think that one day this will all be gone.
it feels like we just got here
the dawn is mine but i will share it
take a deep breath
feel it.
stop fucking with my head
beneath the makeup and behind the smile
i'm just a girl who wishes for the world.
marilyn monroe
somedays all you've got is hope
i just want to hear your voice
i think your name is magical.
he went down trying not to look long at her, as though she were the sun
but he saw her, as on sees the sun, without looking
leo tolstoy
today i saw a person from the car in front of me
give their lunch to a homeless man sitting on the street
corner. the homeless man looked so excited as he dug
through the bag. he took a bagel out and fed his dog first.
one act of kindness leading to one act of compassion.
the most damaging phrase in the language is
"it's always been done that way"
grace hopper
i'm losing sleep over you
i would like to go to the cemetery and have tea with dead souls
this is where i often drown
and sink and float and sink and float
i have sinned and i don't give two flying fucks
the more comfortable we got to chatting
the more i drifted away from giving down and distance and other basic things
i used to be alive
now, not so much
my imagination is always on vacation
nothing ever happens to us
i miss the comfort of my mother
and the weight of the world
inside all of us is a wild thing
you'll never see me cry
it's a shame to wait til tomorrow
we're not the same, dear,
and it seems to me there's no where we can go
with nothing underneath and it saddens me to say
but we both know, well, it's true
that the ice was getting thinner
under me and you
the ice was getting thinner
under me and you
the devil follows me day and night
because he is afraid to be alone
i can still smell summer on your skin
i can still remember giving in
boys are mean
i just want to find something to drown out what you said
i'm so afraid to let you back in
i hope your pillow still smells like me
maybe this world is another planet's hell
all good things are wild and free
put some perk in your pitch
just let them know what you think
decide for yourself.
what do you think.
let's talk.
that's it.
more later.
-rachael.
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i'll watch the night turn light blue
it's not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper
i love you in the fall.
in the winter, spring, and summertime too.
black birds singing in the dead of night
stop and smell the roses
i know just how it feels to think of the right thing to say too late
-robert frost
i believe that
everyone else my age is an adult
whereas i am merely in disguise
the impossible seems possible this time
you're the one who knows exactly what i mean
i have so much to say
something always brings me back to you
it never takes long
i want to make you nervous
i don't want you to get too comfortable too quick
i crave your attention and approval, i have no idea why
soon we'll be there
and you took a part of me that i am missing
not on purpose and i don't hate you for it
but god i miss that part.
and i know it hasn't died with you.
please, give it back. please
we are allowed to make a lot of mistakes in our lives,
except the mistake that destroys our lives
the greatest force in the world is a positive idea
now this might surprise you
but i'm okay and i don't need you
the day you realize you're eventually going to die is the day you'll learn how to live
close your eyes and let faith guide you
friendship is stronger than death
i feel like destroying something beautiful
i remember feeling this way
in and out
just like a knife would
i want to see a star that reminds me of you
i like your face
when i got home, i was alone and i counted stars on the ceiling
i fell in love with that feeling
die young
stay pretty
i don't mind waiting for you
i wish i didn't
but i still do
show the world your magic
i remember you love rainy days
and she cared for him until the very end,
even when he forgot her name
we live in a beautiful world
if tomatoes wanted to be melons,
they would look completely ridiculous.
i am always amazed that so many people are concerned
with wanting to be what they are not;
what's the point of making yourself look completely ridiculous
it doesn't have to mean a thing
success is a staircase
not a doorway
i'm a daydreamer
i may seem aloof, but i'm paying attention
someday love will find you
as a cloud
there's not a word for what i want to do to you
you are destruction in the sweetest manner
let's go to the cemetery
i have filthy desires
we artists are indestructible, even in a prison cell or a concentration camp i would be almighty in my own art
even if i had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell
pablo picasso
the world inspires me
just like autumn, things change and fall
how can i miss these places i've never been
i give up my clothes which are walls that blow in the wind and i give up the ghost that lives in them
i give up i give up
and you will have none of it because already i am beginning again without anything
broke is the new black
you need to experience the evil side at the same time
as the angelic side to live fully
gaspard ulliel
sometimes all you can do
is take a deep breath,
hold on tight,
and leave it down below
i have wandered all my life, and i have also traveled
the difference between the two being this,
that we wander for distraction
but we travel for fulfillment
i miss you
because sometimes i'm scared to be alone
bring on the weather
i pressed my lips against his ear and whispered again,
it's not your fault
perhaps this was really the only thing i had ever wanted to say to anyone, and be told
take your fake jewels off
you may be offended
keep the dream alive
the hottest love has the coldest end
let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little;
and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick;
and if we got sick, at least we didn't die;
so let us all be thankful
the flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all
this is our destiny
the truth is, everyone you meet will hurt you at one point or another
you just need to decide who is worth the pain
when a bike is stolen a fairy dies
home is a ship that never sails
now panic and freak out
get your shit together mate
it's alright to be afraid of change
have we lost ourselves?
i can see a lot of life in you
tell me when i am no longer needed
and i shall go
i feel like no one again
all i want is a little more than i'll ever get
i think i might know what i really want
breathe in, breathe out
we'll fix this
a place for wit and splendid absurdity
miserable mornings
neverending nights
more later.
-rachael.
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when you have problems, eat them
some of my finest hours have been spen on my back veranda
smoking hemp and observing as far as my eye can see
-thomas jefferson
i adore you, you crazy, gorgeous, wonderful
(but also sometimes quite weird-but still very lovely)
person.
all you need is a bag of weed
i'm fine without you
three little ghostesses
sitting on postesses
eating buttered toastesses
no matter where you run,
you just end up running into yourself
take it all back
life is boring, except for flowers, sunshine, your perfect legs
a glass of cold water when you are really thirsty
the way bodies fit together
fresh and young and sweet
coffee in the morning
these are just moments
i struggle with the in-betweens
i just never want to stop loving like there is nothing else to do,
because what else is there to do?
so you're one of those popular boys
that likes to play with the bookish girls
war does not determine who is right,
only who is left
youwillneverwastemytimeagain
i like marijuana because i want to go to heaven before i die.
-michael simmons, journalist
fuck this,
i'm going to hogwarts
children don't grow up
our bodies get bigger
but our hearts get torn up
if i can't be beautiful i want to be invisible
your words are like knives
i am an invisible monster, and i am incapable of loving anybody
find what you're most afraid of and go live there
go humans go
i've learned so much from my mistakes
i'm thinking of making some more
you are my gravity
it rains a lot this time of year
i want to feel someone's touch
you met me at a very strange time in my life
it's one of those days
take a sad song and make it better
i wish i had a real excuse
what do you wish for?
i need to get the fuck out of here
i want to taste you again
nothing is as perfect as you imagine is
someday it will happen
do you imagine what we would be like
i could settle down
but i can't settle
it aches
we all have stories
we'll never tell
i'll never tell anyone how much you've hurt me
i'll never be able to forget this
in the end it's all pointless
you'll never see me cry
i want to make mistakes
i want to make you regret losing me
if you care again
i will turn away
i need to be restrained when i'm around you
livin in sin is the new thing
human beings will always betray you
some things never go as planned
there will be no miracles here
from little things
big things grow
dream with eyes open
i close my eyes
and all i can see is you
scream my name
i'll make you
everyone smiles with an imaginary gun to their head
actually i can
you are so small
heaven knows i'm miserable now
when you use words, you're able to keep your mind alive
writing is my way of reaffirming my own existence
but the sun always comes out tomorrow
it's the things that you cannot see that are strong enough to kill you
you can't stop me
you don't ask for no diamond ring
no delicate string of pearls
more later.
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