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i had a huge update that i was working on
then
i must have hit a button.
it's gone.
i guess i'll have to start a new one.
fuck.
more later.
-rachael.
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drunken words are sober thoughts
i hope to hell that when i do die somebody has the sense to just dump me in the river or something.
anything except sticking me in a goddam cemetary.
people coming and putting a bunch of flowers on your stomach on sunday, and all that crap.
who wants flowers when you're dead? nobody.
i'm the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life
i'm just going through a phase right now.
everybody goes through phases and all, don't they?
if people are truly, madly, deeply in love with each other, they will find a way
there was a lot of activity here
the most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.
your heart is my pinata
for it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.
it was not my lips you kissed, but my soul
sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding onto.
they may forget what you said, but they won't forget how you made them feel
smile when it hurts the most
we tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have,
but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
to the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.
a book is a gift you can open again and again
we were promised sufferings
they were part of the program
we were even told, "blessed are they that mourn"
how can a woman be expected to be happy with a man
who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being
a true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves
be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
everyone needs to be loved, especially when they don't deserve it
if you haven't cried, your eyes can't be beautiful
sometimes i'm so sweet i can't even stand it
when choosing between two evils,
i always like to try the one i've never tried before
he will be forever missed
not everything makes sense
and sometimes that's the only thing that makes sense
i'm so sick of waiting
i used to know you so well
too afraid to say it
the world is full of strange and crazy things
sometimes all we can do is run
stargirl.
she was elusive. she was today. she was tomorrow.
she was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl.
we did not know what to make of her.
in our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew
nature, books, music, such is my idea of happiness.
-leo tolstoy
if you want to be happy, be.
woman, you see, is an object of such a kind that study it as much as you will, it is always quite new
everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself
let us forgive each other-
only then will we live in peace
it is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness.
all, everything that i understand, i understand only because i love
he looked at me like i was crazy.
most of my lovers do, and that's partyly why they love me, and partyly why they leave
music is as powerful as any medicine
more later.
-rachael.
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whatever you want to do, do it now
for life is time and time is all there is.
think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.
-anne frank
sooner or later
you're gonna wish you had me.
things change and people leave
life won't stop for anything.
---look closely, he's not jumping. he's floating in about four inches of crystal clear water---
'm waitnig to hit rock bottom so that i can at least stand on something
but i just keep sinking.
any place you love is the world to you, but love is not fashionable anymore, the poets have killed it
they wrote so much about it that nobody believed them, and i am not surprised.
true love suffers and is silent
-oscar wilde
don't waste another moment
the world is always in motion
sea was in love with sand.
all i want is for somebody to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright.
every child is an artist
the problem is staying an artist when you grow up
we all need a reason to believe
there is nothing here for me
you are what you create
i miss fall and hot coffee
let's run away and never look back
the problem with me was that as soon as i started thinking about getting it together
i got this mad craving desire to fuck it up
you are the best liar
i didn't want it to mean this much to me.
it's the absolute worst feeling when someone hurst you
and they have no idea that they're breaking your heart into a million pieces.
don't waste time on what might have been.
make love when you can. it's good for you
-kurt vonnegut
when people walk away, let them walk.
your destiny is never tied to anybody that left
as long as i still feel something it's not over
and believe me, sometimes i wish it was,
but it's not. i can feel it.
yeah but even when you're here, you're gone
i miss the old you, and i know lately i haven't been the easiest person to be around
but can we just rewind, restart, and resolve?
what does she have?
i gave you what you wanted.
you liked it. i liked it
you were the first.
fuck you.
more later.
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i'll try anything once, twice if i like it, three times to make sure
there is no remedy for love, but to love more
the most i can do for my friend is simply be his friend
the heart is forever inexperienced
stella turned towards me and crumpled my heart in her hand
'do you fall in love often?'
yes often. with a view, with a book, with a dog, with a cat, with numbers, with friends, with strangers
with nothing at all
take me out tonight because
i want to see people and i want to see lights
what lingered after them was not life which always overcomes natural death,
but the most trivial list of mundane facts:
a clock ticking on the wall, a room dim at noon.
the outrageousnness of a human being thinking only of herself
i need to feel the ocean
if you don't know where you are going, any road will take you there
we must be our own before we can be another's
make yourself necessary to somebody
fear is the heart of love
it was only a summer fling, don't take it personal or anything
you can wear your heart on your sleeve, but pull your sweater over it
and you don't have to be content, but you do have to get on with it
i have weeks on end where i feel like i can conquer the world
and then inexplicably it all comes crashing down
she lacks the indefinable charm of weakness
man can believe the impossible, but can never believe the improbable
a man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her
america is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between
more to love.
-rachael.
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